Main bas ek khwahish rakhta hu

Sapno se ubharti aankho me
jo dard ki boondein dekhi hain,
un aansuon ko hasaane ki
main bas ek khwahish rakhta hu.

Jin haathon ne meri zindagi ko
sach sahi manzil bataayi thi,
wo hi haath thaam ke chalne ki
main bas ek khwahish rakhta hu.

sabse ladkar jo har pal meri
tarafdaariyaan karti thi,
unke naam ke shaurya ki
main bas ek khwahish rakhta hu.

Jo hai nai mere paas par
vishwaas me ab bhi rehti hai,
jeet ke sab unhein dene ki
main bas ek khwahish rakhta hu.

Jo pehla shabd meri zubaan pe aya
sabse pehle jisne mujhe pukara,
fir wo awaaz sunne ki
main bas ek khwahish rakhta hu,
fir wo awaaz sunne ki
main bas ek khwahish rakhta hu.

And the pain screams

Sometimes in the loneliest hour,
when the birds stop chirping,
when the clouds come to a standstill,
I think of the bygone times,
the slashed wounds, those blood-filled streams,
flash my mind and the pain screams.

Sometimes when I see a shadow,
a fear darkens me deep within,
a doubt lurks and drifts across,
I think of the dark times,
those black days, grieves and cries,
echoes around and the pain screams.

Sometimes when I see love,
guilt becomes the ruler,
anger accompanies along,
I think of the treason times,
those trust killings, deceit, back stabbings,
penetrate my flesh and the pain screams.

Sometimes when I think of life,
its only me I see,
its only me I trust,
I think of the worst of times,
it was always me with me to prove my trust on me,
I succumb my tears and the pain screams.

Indecent smile

Few moments ago
At the shopping mall
I saw a blonde
She was the best of em all

Eyes intersect
I interpret
She was fallin for me
I was fallin for her

Nothing worked at all
She was walkin tall
She passed to me
An indecent smile
Indecent smile...(3)

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Oww....I was thinkin aloud
like a frog on a cloud
should I jump to her
or shall I wait for her

when I turned around
she was nowhere be found
gosh where did she go
gosh how will I know?

I was cursin myself
I was kickin myself
oh my I regret
not searchin a while
her indecent smile
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Moving alone I was thinkin of her
when i sighted upon d lamborghini of her
oh god there she was
near the holy cross

my pulse slowed down
chills running me down
then she switched a click
the bomb shredded her down

it was shocking to me
lil' confusing to me
but i guess now i know
why she gave to me
indecent smile

killer...indecent smile

When the bomb went off
I was safer then all
as she already killed me
very early enough
with her
indecent smile...

killer...indecent smile
shredder...indecent smile
horrid...indecent smile
loving...indecent smile.